Serious Crap On My Mind.

I've been thinking a lot lately. About lots of things. I've had so much on my mind since A Closer Walk (amazing youth retreat). We talked about a lot of things. God, relationships, sex...a lot of serious stuff. And it won't seem to leave me alone.

I believe in God completely. So, no problem there.

Relationships:
I love having a boyfriend and everything, but sometimes it gets to be just too much to handle. They complain, they're asses. So why do we love them? XD the guy I'm with now is amazing. And even though he can be uber emotional and an ass occasionally, but he's uber sweet and he's doing everything he can to change for me. And I love that(: But when does the ass-iness get to be too much? Sometimes I just can't handle it. I hang up on him on occasion >< Augh. Boys.

Sex:
My personal opinion: No sex 'til marriage. I was raised like that, I follow the Bible, and I think it's the right thing to do. I want to find a guy that I really love, and a rock on my finger will prove that(: But it's so hard to believe that everyone's having sex. What happened to the days when guys had cooties? Sometimes I think about things like this and it's just like 'Crap we're growing up.' I don't really see a problem with sex before marriage with others, IF a couple has been together for a while, a LONG while, and they're devoted to one another. But if it's been like, a month. Then I don't really approve, no matter what the circumstances are. STDs and teen pregnancy are crazy problems, and I don't want people I really care for becoming like that. That would crush me.
Also, I don't really want influence like that on my life. I wanna try and live a good Christian life and surround myself with other Christians. I know that sounds horrible and way mean but goodness...I don't wanna be there when there's all the drama and then crap and hurt feelings and omg. I don't think I'd be able to handle it...

Well, leave comments. Tell me your opinions. No madness please?